| I was listening to a song that could be basically labeled AMAZING. This song really touched me inside with its lyrics reminding me that the world we walk on today is no longer meant for us. We take this world for granted, we take as much as we can from it... food, water, animals, plants, land, etc... and we don't give anything in return. If you recall back when people used to live under tribes and hunted for there food... every piece of the animal was used. EVERYTHING! Now we just throw food away if we don't like it. We also package it wish stuff that doesn't decompose... we just throw it back out there to pollute the world and show it how much we disrespect it by dirtying it with our own hands and it killing the creatures that have inhabited this place for just as long as man, if not longer. We act like the world is fine, when its not. We have no one to blame but ourselves. I can't say I am an angel... I know all of us at least once had something we didn't want to carry like a plastic bag or something and just chucked it to the side of a corner or something.. instead of throwing it in the trash. I started thinking though... what's the point of actually throwing it in the trash? So we can keep what we do see clean? but all the stuff we don't see can be contaminated with tons of shit we just toss away?
Some have to live in what we just use and throw away. We make them suffer in a world to where the rich get praised and the poor suffer. Millions of people don't live in the states, and live in a place to where they are honored to find bread crumbs. How sad is that... just take a moment to imagine how proud you would be to have bread crumbs because you can never find food.
Look at the trash in that image... we can't just blame the world for this. Its terrible. Whether we throw the trash in a trash can or on the street, it doesn't matter. The world has become our trash can and we have sunk too far into our own crap to be able to reverse it.
The song that made me honestly realize our inhumanity is "Kowarete Iku Sekai" by Girugamesh. The song is of course in japanese but I managed to find the english translation and was absolutely blown away. The song is so deep and meaningful not to mention the way Satoshi sings it is wonderful.
These are the lyrics:(TRANSLATED)
"Because it's white, it's said it wants to be white
Because it's white, something can be blended in
The water in a little bowl became clear
Little by little the colours faded away
Eventually humans corrupt
Humans can be discolored by other humans
This star they both live on together is discolored
They strangle themselves
How do you describe the time
when the trees coldly looked up at the building that towers above?
The earth is touched by a bloodied hand
Without kindness, flowers withered and died
And by that hand, which has no heart,
the future without sins is murdered
Eventually humans corrupt
Humans can be discolored by other humans
This star they both live on together is discolored
They strangle themselves
In this civilization what sort of life do you picture is the one we wanted?
In this selfish egotistical struggle
What was shed was not blood, but the tears of the planet
The Earth, born so billions of years ago
The proportion of time we've been in existence is just a few seconds
We have not aided in the recovery of the planet
We have not lived our lives in order to help the earth
However, we alone have known an unblemished love
The End is near by, but you who have known love will be all right"
This song really gave a lot of meaning to me. It made me realize how much we just take advantage of everything.
Hopefully some how we can be forgiven for such cruelness but we have stained our hands deep enough.
We can't take back what we have already done... but we can hope and pray for a better world some day.
The earth DOES know how to fix itself... but we never give it time.
The only way I can see the earth being fixed is the end of life itself.
Its sad, but true.
(If you want to hear this song, this is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RiWPBkJ1VzU)
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| At the darkest eve of mid-night
A timeless shift shape bind
A sleepless nightmare to be found
Reality such a blur, cursed, pinch me
Found dead but to you I am only a mannequin
Apparently eyes are fooled by my presence
Genocide
Genocide
Your name so sweet, but I'm left invisible
Awaken me, I have slept awake for too long
Keeping a lock on feelings so tight
An emotion distressed, bitching inside
You want to hear me scream?
I could shatter your ears, break bones
Deep in your MORROW I will lay
Genocide
Genocide Die for sorrow; |
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| 3 months ago, it happened. I had known a girl that dreams can't even match up to. She created this person inside me that helped me realize how much I could not resist this girl and to this very day... the same feeling still exists.
I am talking about alexandra, my wonderful girlfriend. We met long ago, I mean LONG ago.
but on February 19th 2008 she became my gf.
I am still at the beginning of my love for her, but it has grown to unimaginable lengths.
If you think you can beat my love for this girl, you would be severally wrong.
You have to find something that has grown bigger than the universe
but is something that can fit in just a small chest cavity.
Something that flies and falls at the same time.
Something that heals wounds without touch, without sound.
Something that glows brighter than all the stars combined
Something that beats for only one meaning
Something that will die if just this certain person isn't in existence
Something that can not be replaced or re-found
Something that holds one of the strongest meanings in the world but only four letters
I hold all these things
plus more.
My love for her can not be beat, and one day.
Just one day, I shall prove it.
Though it is only 3 months... it has been the 3 happiest months of my entire life.
Thank you alex for being mine.
I LOVE YOU!
Happy 3 months lovey!
and much more to come<33333333
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| Actually, no I'm not
I'm his girlfriend xD
Dx but he never uses this damn thing
after all the hard work I put into bothering him about it
*sigh*
So basically, I am updating on Rocky's life now x_x
Umm..well, Rocky has been in kind of a slump
because he's worrying about a lot of things.
His mom is getting knee surgery on Tuesday
and will quite possibly be bothering him a lot (and taking all my attention <_<;)
however, he is excited about seeing me this summer! Horrah!
But he has hardly talked to me today..
=(
So yes, that is what's been going on.
I will remind myself to bug him about never being on Xanga =w=
Ciao!
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| So since I barely know anything of Xanga, I have no idea how to customize my layout..
Therefore
Alex did it form me!
ISN'T IT AMAZING????
I lurve it.
Note: Background is Mao, lead singer to Sadie.. an amazing band
go listen
now!
yes they are japanese... don't judge. D<
Thank you for the wonderful layout dear :D
~#$!#@!LINK TO SEE AMAZING BAND SADIE:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QeuiV7iIpRc
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